Kannan Varum Velai from Deepavali

I am rhapsodic. In a feeling, of being in between cloud nine and seventh heaven. Get the picture ?? And, right now, I am listening to Enathu Uyire from Bheema. That song is just overwhelming

Did I brag and trumpet about 29th September 7:10pm ??? Because, that is when it all started. And, now, today, 27th October 2010. 10.27pm. It was plain, beautiful. No frills. No flounce. Just a few minutes of unfeigned conversation. It felt warm and earnest. And, that lovely feeling is still very much present.

I still swear that he has a pair of enchanting eyes. They speak a thousand words. I do not need him to say anything. I just read them. As he does mine. Today, his eyes seemed sad. Just felt they were. Unlike other days, when they shine, and twinkle, and smile - at me. I do not know. I asked him. He denied, he was. Sad. He changed the topic. And, charmed me with his sense of humour, instead. I - ended up laughing.

I am still listening to Enathu Uyire from Bheema. My heart feels mushy. My eyes are moist and teary. I do not know if it is the lyrics and the soft, romantic melody of the song or the constant thoughts of him. I just know that he lives right there in my heart.

If my heart was a blend of the Arabian Sea, the Bay of Bengal and the Indian Ocean, he would be my 133 feet Thiruvaluvar statue.

Kannan Varum Velai from Deepavali. Befitting.
I am smiling. Smile with me, and enjoy the song. Cheers !!!

Sangeetha Swarangal from Azhagan

Apt for the day. That is what this song is all about.

Mr Bell's creation has come a long, long way. The entire population is thankful to him. Gone are the days, when they were big and bulky, and stationary. Now, it is so slim and sleek, that hiding it in between your pillow and a good cotton blanket, and spending the whole night, talking on the phone, exchanging sweet nothings, is as easy as ABC. If you have been bitten by the bug, you will understand EXACTLY what I mean. Just like this song I am posting. I found it so apt, so romantic, so downright honest, and just what new courting couples do. The weird thing, however, is, when you wake up in the morning, with a silly smile and the reminiscence of the night before, you wonder what you actually talked about, for so long. Right ??

Have a great day. Tell the Almighty about your heart's callings, and He shall answer them. God is watching, and listening.

Man Mohana from Jodha Akbar (Tamil)

I looked for the actual clip from the movie, but had a hard time finding one. So, what I am posting today, is more of a praise to Lord Krishna.

I love the fact that this song is so plain - romantic. And, mellifluous. With an obvious feel of longing and anguish . Lyrics are simply amazing. Flawless Tamil.

Kaiya Pudi from the yet-to-be-released-Mynaa

This song was like a bolt of thunder. It caught me by surprise. The beginning is soft and slow. And, it gradually increases into a fast and loud one. Imman, startled me. For once. Cool. And, they say the movie has a good story line. Alike the low profile Subramaniapuram - but one that got standing ovation. Sometimes, you do not need big names. Just big acts. Really. Like Angadi Theru, Katrathu Tamil, Pasanga, Azhagiya Theeye and Five Star. I am glad that Tamil movies are. actually moving forward. Have a Happy Day. I did, and look to having more, in the future.

40 things you did not know about me. Tag it. UPDATED VERSION.

Black Fonts - as at 9th October 2010.
Red Fonts - as at 8th May 2011.
1)What is your favourite book, and movie?
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott. My favourite movie would ALWAYS be Alaipayuthey. My number one, since the first time I watched it. Utmostly romantic.
Still Little Women. The one I read recently was "I too had a love story" by Ravinder Singh. Poignant one. Still Alaipayuthey. Always, Alaipayuthey.
2)What colour are your socks now?
I am unshod. Sock are unrequired.
I am in Malaysia, for heaven's sake. It is 33 °C but feels like it is actually 39 °C. So, why would I need socks ?
3)What are you listening to now?
Un Paarvayil Orrayiram from Amman Kovil Kizhakale.
Kodi Kodi Aasaigal from Kaathalar Kudiyirupu. Such beautiful lyrics.
4)What was the last thing you ate?
Hazelnut dipped chocolates.
Amma's signature Vegetarian Fried Noodles - while watching Manmadhan Ambu.
5) Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Yeah. Would prefer it to be the other way round.
Still yes. Still shy. I am still adamant about the guy making the first move. Call me orthodox or Victorian - which ever suits you. This is me.
6)Last person you spoke to on phone?
My Akka. Meaning, sister in Tamil.
Someone named Mogan.....(smiling)
7)Do you like the person who sent you this?
No one sent me this. I copied paste from a website. And, no, this is not plagiarizing. It’s called tagging.
And, this is called re-tagging or rather, updating a tag. Hehe.
8)How happy are you today?
Fairly happy.
Happy, happy. When love fills the heart to the brim, happiness can never be far away. Agree ?
9)What is your favourite sport to watch on TV?
I don’t watch sports. But, rhythmic gymnastics is interesting. And, so is diving.
Watched the ICC Cricket World Cup 2011, until the wee hours of the morning, some time back - all the while praying and practically begging God to let India win. She DID. India, I mean. And, I went to bed with the widest grin you can imagine. I am a patriotic NRI.
10)What are your favourite drinks?
On a hot day, Mooru. The Indian version of lemonade, except that this is a mixture of buttermilk, a pinch of salt, some spices and curry leaves.
On a cold day, a cup of Madras Filter Coffee.
Right now, a chilled chocolate milk shake would do wonders. But, what I will be getting in the next few minutes is Amma's special brewed tea, which I am so addicted to.
11)Have you ever dyed your hair?
Ya. Back then. During Uni days.
Ya. Back then. It has been ages now. I am happily settled with my jet black hair.
12)Favourite food?
Deep Fried Squid Rings dipped in Chilly Sauce, squeezed with lemon.
Developed a crush for Laddu's after my recent vacation to India. And, Japanese Tempura, after a dinner get together with friends. And, I have a huge fondness for chocolates and ice creams.
13)Last movie watched?
Madrasapattinam. Loved it.
Kullanari Kootam. A good one. Something you feel at ease watching with family. Not many Tamil movies allow you that likelihood now.
14)Favourite day of the year?
Deepavali, I guess. Everyone is at home, and it is just boisterous.
Ya, still Deepavali. For the same reasons. I also love the moments when my flight is about to take off to India. And, Valentine's 2011. It was perfect.
15)How do you vent out your anger?
Cry. Or just keep mum.
Cry. Go to bed. Or talk to myself. I mean, mumble to myself. Something like that. Gone are the days when tantrums were shown on people and inanimate, idle objects. Age, sanity and patience have caught up with me.
16)Favourite toy as a child?
A fluffy teddy bear which has since gone M-I-A.
That same teddy bear. The one that is still unaccounted for.
17)Favourite season?
Summer. Hot but happy.
Festive season, when there are lots of holidays. The Malaysian government is rather generous when it comes to national and public holidays. I love them heaps because I get to relax, unwind and enjoy the moments. But, summer remain close to heart - as always. Hot, happy and high-spirited.
18)Do you want your friends to email you?
Ya… although, I would prefer them to call.
Which ever they prefer. But for me, a call, would mean more. As, would a surprise visit.
19)When was the last time you cried?
During a movie scene in Angadi Theru. Two weeks back.
Thursday night. The doctor made me got through an agonizing and caustic session of physiotherapy for my back ache. It made me better, though.
20)What is on the floor of your closet?
Clothes that can’t be hung. Neatly folded.
The same as above. I also have all my knickknacks, aptly arranged in a plastic box.
21)Who is the favourite flower ?
The gerbera. And, lavenders.
Still gerberas. Still lavenders. I love bright, vibrant colours and subtle scents.
22)What did you do last night?
Listened to lots and lots of KJ Yesudas, until way past midnight.
Revamped my blog, to my liking.
23)What are you most afraid of?
Losing people I adore.
Losing people I adore. Still. Relationships mean the world to me.
24)Plain,cheese or spicy hamburger?
Neither. I would prefer a good South Indian Thali Set.
A plain chicken hamburger with extra tomatoes, salad and mayo. Sounds appetizing.
25)Favourite dog breed?
Dalmations. Aren’t they all spotty and cute ??
Dalmations still at my No.1 spot. Followed by the Golden Retriever and the super cute Chihuahua.
26)Favorite day of the week?
Saturday, the Jolly Day.
Saturday. Saturday. Saturday. If you read my blogs, you will understand why.
27) Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
Ya. Terrorists. And Racists.
The above still applies. People who lack average level of etiquette should, too.
28)Diamond or pearl?
Platinum.

Yup. Still very much a platinum person.

29)What is your wish for this new year?
It’s a silent wish. Not something to be blogged about.
New Year was like 5 months back. Wishes were made and fulfilled, moderately. There are still a couple more. Keeping my fingers crossed. Faith can move mountains, they say.
30)New year resolutions?
Still 3 months away. Can I take my time to answer ?
Already 5 months ahead. Can I wait another 7 months ?
31) Would you rather be a fish or a bird?
A fish. I am a beach freak. I am crazy about the sea, the ocean. I love, anything, water.
A fish, anytime given. I am a water person.
32) What is your favorite Harrison Ford movie?
Of course, the first thing that comes to mind, would be Indiana Jones.
But, I am going for Sabrina.
It is always going to be Sabrina. I love romantic movies.
33)What do you do when no one is watching?
Talk to myself.
Dream. Pray silently. Mumble to myself.
34)Where were you born?
In Sungai Petani, Kedah. A small, beautiful town in West Malaysia.
OMG. You cannot ask this question again and again. The answer is always going to be same. Right ?
35)Isn’t walking in the leaves romantic?
Walking in the rain is even more.
Walking in the rain, is super romantic. Walking in the leaves is enchanting. Walking hand in hand is idyllic. Walking alone but knowing it will lead you to the one you so love, is an ultimatum.
36)What makes you smile?
Another smile. A beautiful thought. The wonders of nature.
Plenty of things, now. Another smile, definitely. A beautiful thought, still. Nature, surely. My favourite name popping on my mobile caller display. A mushy message. Good memories that come flooding on your mind at the weirdest of hours.
37) Have you ever walked out on the break water to a light house?
Wow. Sounds cool. Never, but wish someone would ask me to.
I still wish someone would ask me to. It would be picture perfect, if it happened while I am in Kanyakumari. The lighthouse there is awesome.
38) What's a word that you say a lot?
Oh God !!!
Oh God !!! Muruga !!! Kantha, Kadamba, Kathirvela !!!
39) What is your current desktop picture?
Of Pazhani Hills, Tamil Nadu, at night. It is awesome and inspiring.
Still the same Pazhani Hills at night. It is breathtakingly beautiful - to the eyes, heart and soul.40)If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Orange.
Red. And, orange. Bright, vibrant colours.
Thats it guys - such a easy tag/post
I tag this to everyone of you .
p/s - and one more thing - I love, love, absolutely, love Kanyakumari.
I still love Kanyakumari, heaps. And, Chennai, lots.

Kannukul Nooru Nilavu from Vedham Pudhidhu

Have been missing India, terribly, the whole day. Tamil Nadu, to be exact. I am 101% sure that I must have been an Indian during my last birth. A patriotic one, as well. My entanglement with India will never cease. Never wither or wilt. This feeling has been present, long before I set foot in India. And, after a couple of visits to this wonderful country, I remain enamoured. Will always be.

India is one of the most enchanting countries in the world. No, I am not bragging, because I have roots there. I am being downright honest. It charms and magnetizes. Sometimes, you need to feel, to understand. India is such.  Go, and you will know, what I mean.

I have chosen this song today. Amala was the epitome of femininity. In this movie, she looks like an angel. So pure. This movie was milestone, in Tamil cinema. It is still, a good watch. I love this song for virtuous, untarnished lyrics.

Kannil Unnai Kandu Konden from Kanave Kalaiyaathe

All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
~William Shakespeare, "Sonnet XLIII"~


Good morning. This rings a bell. His exact words. 
I am wistful. And, pining. And, and, languishing. It's such a fatuous feeling. So strange and senseless, but at the same time, unbelievably pleasing. 
A week since that beautiful, rainy, remarkable day. But,the memories keep echoing in my mind. The moments, replaying, crisply. 
He continues to soften me with his eyes. And, a heart stopping smile. I try to be in my right mind. Try. But fail. My heart does somersaults. And, I cannot help but have a glimpse of him, every now and then. It is sweet. This feeling. I am flying without wings. Love alone is bringing me up high. 
One of my favourite songs back then. The movie is a tearjerker. 
The lyrics describe exactly what I am feeling, and long to say. I am moved to tears, of joy. This feeling is just out-of-the-world.

Mazhai Nindra from Raman Thediya Seethai - yet again, an ode to rain.

The love bug is still around, but gradually toning down. Good, in a sense. With so much of work to do, getting all delirious and frenzy wouldn't be too good. But, love is so beautiful. It makes your day bright, and thrilling. And, blessed and joyous. Love keeps you in high spirits, and carries you away to cloud nine.


...உன்னரகே இருந்தும் உண்மை சொல்ல துணிவு இல்லை
கைகளிலே விரல் இறந்தும் கைகள் கோர்க்க முடியவில்லை
உன்னை எனக்கு பிடிக்கும் அதை சொல்வதில் தானே தயக்கம்
நீயே சொல்லும் வரைக்கும் என் காதலும் காத்து கிடக்கும்
தினம் தினம் கனவில் வந்து விடு
நம் திருமண அழைபிதழ் தந்து விடு...



The above, in Tamil, is appeasing. She is  feeling apprehensive and demure, and,  is expecting him to read between the lines.  Beautiful. A girl, is always a girl. She expects silently, but rarely divulges. Love is, actually, silent, when you come to think of it. The eyes and the hearts speak, in a language only known to both. 


Love is unpretentious. Love is intricate. Contradicting ??? Go figure, yourself. 
Listen to this song. You are surely to smile. You are surely to remember some sweet moment in your life, when the tongue is tied and the heart is roaring loud. Yours truly is smiling, already. 

Kadavule, Kadavule from Kacheri Arambam, and stolen looks.

நேற்று வரை நேரம் போகவில்லை, உனதருகே நேரம் போதவில்லையே

எதுவும் பேசவில்லையே இன்று ஏனோ, எதுவும் தோன்றவில்லையே இது என்னவோ ?????

I am still listening to the song that I consider my present national anthem. The video song bowled me over with its simplicity and decency. I am moonstruck by this song. Despite listening to it on loop mode, countless times, I still yearn for more. How bewildering !! All I know, is that this song, to me, is, prodigious. Massive. Pookal Pookum Tarunam is a song which I am going to love and be crazy over for a long time.
Could a greater miracle take place than for us to look through each other's eyes for an instant?  ...Henry David Thoreau....
He has beautiful eyes, I cannot deny. They melt and diffuse me. And so, is his smile. Staggering. He knocks me over with a feather. I seek him in a crowd, but covet for solitude. I try to catch a glimpse of him, every now and then. And, when he does, I turn away. But, at times, when our eyes bond, and our smiles chain, the feeling, is just, intoxicating. This must be what they call chemistry. Capital chemistry.

Of eyes, smiles, chemistry, increased heartbeats, hopes, silent prayers, day dreams, destiny, stolen looks and the frills that come with this silly thing called love. I have to confess - I am presently down with the love bug.