En Uyir Thozhi from Karnan

Sunday is here. So fast. It was just like Friday evening, a few hours ago. Time passes. That is why they say so, I guess. Now, I need to start longing for the next Friday evening.
My father raised me by singing lots of beautiful, Tamil songs. I loved them, then, and still do, now. I guess, I owe him one. I owe him lots, actually -for everything. He is what I am today. And, despite him not being around, everything good I do, is an acclamation to him. He is my thoughts all the time.
If I can actually appreciate this En Uyir Thozhi song from the 1964 release, Karnan, like so many other old songs enthusiasts, then I have no one, but my father, to thank. He instilled my passion for old Tamil songs and movies, and the beautiful ancient language, itself.
This song is beautiful. Just like my father. He was beautiful - in heart, soul and all. He still is, to me. Forever, will be. Not a second passes by without me missing him. He lives in my heart and will do so forever. Love you, my darling Appa. God bless you soul.

Kangale Kamalalayam from Bale Pandiya

Sometimes, a song you hear on the radio, out of the blue, can make you sit up, and wonder, how it went unnoticed, to music enthusiasts. This is what this song practically did, to me. I thought it was soothing, soft and sentimental. And, with an eagle eye over its lyrics, I confirmed this as the song I would like to post, next.
Kangale Kamalalayam from Bale Pandiya. Yes, I like Vishnu's acting, and mum raved about it being a comedy, but did not manage to watch the whole movie, though. Give it a try. This song is no va-va-voom like my favourite anthem from Aadukalam, but it is very soothing. And, the video presentation is good. Looks like PY, in those videos. My mum's native. Pondicherry.  
Ya, give it a try. You might like it. I did.

Megam Rendu Serum Pothu from Poi Mugangal

எதிரில் நீ வரும் போது, மேளருறேன்  ஏன் தானோ

கண் சிமிட்டும் தீயே, என்ன எரிச்சு புட்ட நீயே

I am as sleepy as a koala. As a koala ? How long do these animals actually sleep ? Googling for information, as I write my post of the day.

OMG. Oh My God. The details just surprised me. My eyes are popping out, and my sleepy koala has since migrated to Alaska. They sleep an average of 22 hours a day. And, there is only 24 hours, in one. Why wake up for the remaining two? They could just continue and be in hibernation, right? Hahaha. Whatever. God bless Koalas. They are becoming extinct, despite all that sleep...
The lines above are from my present favourite number. The song I am listening to right now.
I turned around to catch him looking at me, with his all-so-famous grin. Twice. And, both were intense and empowering moments.
Today turned out brilliantly. I thank God for everything he is blessing me with.
And, even this moment, when happiness fills my heart to the brim, there are two things which I so miss - very much. My father. And, my India. Wish my father was around. Wish India was nearer. Wishes - they never end, do they?
Friday comes tomorrow. Looking forward to some unwinding and lots of housekeeping.
I love this song. SPB sang this one in programme, and I liked it instantly. The soft melody and the immensely beautiful lyrics. I wish more people would enjoy this song as much as what I do. What-a-song..... Keywords : Lyrics. Lyrics. Lyrics.

Pakkathile Iruppen from Thedi Vantha Selvam

He wishes me good morning. Then, turns around, and, practically, gives me a fixed stare, with those beautiful, deep eyes. I wish him back, and smile - in a daze. He electrifies me. Has always. Will continue to.
He calls around at 11.04am. That throaty, husky voice greets me, as always, and continues to tease me. I bloom  a smile, and flourish a big a laughter. He makes these two come easily, when he is around. He has an immense sense of humour - which is obviously present, all the time.
He asks me out. Any Saturday. "Lets go eat," he says. I am flabbergasted. He stuns me. "Next month?" he asks, again. I am at a lost for words. I tell him I will let him know. He laughs. He asks me if it will take me another 4 years to reply. I return his laughter and say, "Another 5". The conversation continues.....
Long since that phone call, but I am still radiating. And, at this very moment, I am listening, to what else, but Ayayo Nenju Alayuthudi from Aadukalam. On loop. Replay mode.
This is an old song. From Thedi Vantha Selvam. It is funny, blithe and merry. Hahaha. Watch the video.... Very encouraging lyrics.

Oru Pennai Paarthu from Anbey Vaa

This morning I watched episode 391 of Raagamaliga. Haricharan sang this number, and he was just mind blowing. I am embarrassed and stunned that it took me 45 years to actually appreciate this number. Haricharan called this jive music. I would like to call it happy music. The music and the meaningful lyrics just go hand in hand. Unfortunately, and yet again, this is the male version. A female one would have been perfect. The exact song I would choose to sing to him - in the heavy rain, hopping and jiving along the beach pavement. Sounds like some old Tamil movie. Well, what else do you get from a faithful, Tamil movie buff like yours truly ?
Old is gold. 100%. Listen to this one. You will understand. The music is sure to get your feet tapping. And, the lyrics is sure to bring heavy snow fall in your heart. Enjoy.

Kanninimai Pole from Anwar

Today is Saturday. And this, was another special, significant one. SPB, SP Charan and Prashantini 's awesome love duet, Ayayo Nenju Alayuthadi, is what plays on my mind, heart and soul - all the time. It is such a dreamy number. So love this song, that this is all I hum, whenever, whatever. It brings a smile, a chill to the heart and a breeze to the soul.

He says good morning. He says he was wondering how come I have yet to call. He sounds genuine. It sounds beautiful. Just like my current favourite song. I fall back asleep. It feels like a dream. It happened for real and yet it seems like a dream. 

It is raining, outside. And, alike, it is raining amour in my heart. Sweet. Saturdays are sweet. 

Watched this on Sun Music a few days back. Sounds sweet. Just the way my Saturday was. 

Unnai Ninaikavey from Jay Jay

Been missing my dad, lots, of lately. Lots. I do not know why. But he is my thoughts, more often. More often, than ever. Sometimes, I think of the times we used to spend together. At others, I cry myself over all those beautiful memories, we shared, while he was still around. It has been 22 years now. Since that dreadful 3rd September 1990. So many years have passed, but memories of Appa flood me all the time. I was, indeed, the apple of his eye. Was his darling Kannamah. I, was, practically, everything - to him. I do not have any doubt on that. He adored me heaps. I still believe he does - from up above, amongst those heavenly clouds. His love keeps me going. It always will.

Today was beautiful. It will be long remembered. Imprinted in my heart. My second Valentine’s Day. Ya. He continues to make me smile. I am, currently, listening, to my all time favourite, Enthan Uyire from Unnarage Naan Irunthaal. Such a sentimental number. Mind blowing lyrics. I love this song. This is practically what I would like to tell him. Really. Anyone's heart would melt to this one. Again, really.

Appa... I wish you were around. Everything would have been rosier. Minus the thorns. I am sure you would have liked him. He makes me very happy. Just like what you did. And still do, with the memories you have left behind. I laugh at practically everything he says. No, I do not make them up. Those barrels of laughter. I really do. Wholeheartedly. Naturally. He is sweet. Just like you, Appa. 

Here, I go again. All teary eyed and missing my father, more than ever. No guy will ever be able to replace you, Pa. You were the best, and will remain, so no matter what. The greatest. The first man of my life. My superhero. My idol. Miss you, Pa. Lots. Please keep me in your prayers, as I do you.

Appa, for being the best, for always – I love you, for everything and for ever.

Rest in peace. Your darling daughter is fine. She will always be – as long as you watch her over, from right up there.

This song is for him. The guy who makes me laugh heartily. The one who reminds me of all the laughter Appa brought into my life. 

Koorana Parvaigal from Thoonga Nagaram

Some songs just catch you by surprise. They do not become mega hits. They do not appeal to the mass. And, yet, they bolt and buckle you, - somehow. This is what the song that I am posting today, did to me. I was just browsing through some current songs, and this tunefulness made me a fan. Like the soft harmony and the simple Tamil lyrics. A good listen when all you want to do is off the lights, roll on the bed, and hug the pillow for warmth - and smile, secretly, over those sweet memories, that flood you. 
I was supposed to watch Thoonga Nagaram while I was in Madurai, but couldn't. The title of the movie, does refer to this famous Temple City, after all. Tried to, again, while I was in Chennai, and failed, the second time, around, as well. Right now, back in Malaysia, I am waiting for the original DVD. 
It is a Sunday afternoon. Hot and sunny. Chennai would be the same right now. My Chennai. Just two and a half hours behind. That's all. My metropolitan city would be bustling with life. I miss her. Very much. The affinity I share for this city is mystifying. It must have to do something with my past life. Sure, of that, though. I am, unashamedly, crazy, crazy about Chennai, Tamil Nadu and India - in that exact order. No European cities for me. I am, all Indian. 
Go enjoy the Sunday. Hours away before Manic Monday knocks on our doors. Life is beautiful, when you make it so. Have a great one !! A great Sunday, and a great life - ahead. Cheers from Shalu.

Then Then Then from Kuruvi

Saturdays. When, the first thing that I hear, is that, deep, throaty, husky, all so romantic "Good Morning ". Same today. This morning, I realized something new. That he is comical. He was. Even, at such an early hour. He makes me laugh at his wittiness, and smile at his humour. I am glad, and, overwhelmed. This genuine, 24 carat happiness is beautiful. My heart feels calm. Thanks to the Almighty. Thanks to him. The one who drowns me in snow with his frosty Siberian smile.
Weekends are wonderful. Unwinding at home, is just so relaxing. Tea and freshly baked cookies are just minutes away.
This one has apt lyrics. Words that I would like to say, but somehow cannot. Then, meaning honey, in Tamil. Honey. Sweet. Heart. Whatever........ Smile - to this superb Saturday.

Pani Thuli, Pani Thuli from Kanda Naal Muthal

My days, of lately, have been, lovely. Everything is sweet and winning. He has become steadfast. Constantly caring. And, zealous. Ya. Zealous - very at times - that I am left dazed and startled. It is, no doubt, a state of amazement. An exchange of sweet nothings has become routine. 
This 'Otha Sollala' song from Aadukalam is like a shot in the arm. The energy of the song just hoists you up. I am listening to it on replay - now. Yours truly is a non-kuthu song fan - but this one is exceptional. An unprecedented kuthu song. 
This song is for him. He brings Alaskan snow to my scorching El Azizia domain. With that spine-tingling smile. I get moonstruck, early in the morning. Doesn't matter if I do not make sense. It is not supposed to. 
Lyrics are just right on - for him, for me, for the moments we share. God bless, this happiness, this beautiful, meaningful, craziness - for a lifetime.

Sandhosham Indru Sandhosham from Manithanin Marupakkam

Yet again. I am ecstatic. And upbeat. Been so for a few days now. Days have been promising. Want them, so badly, to remain so, for always. I have been listening countlessly, to my heart's current anthem , "Ayyayo Nenju Alaiyuthudi" from Aadukalam. It is such an intoxicating number. S.P.Bala, S.P.Charan & Prashanthini have sung this song with so much of charm and passion. This song is my risk less, love drug...... What-ta-song!!!

Right now,.......

If my heart was a room - it would be The Penthouse Suite at The Martinez Hotel in Cannes. 

If my heart was a sweet - it would be made of Sugar Cane, 2000 times sweeter than sucrose.

If my heart was an island - it would be the beautiful Galápagos.

If my heart was a Greek Goddess - it would be Aphrodite.

If my heart was a flower - it would be the Canna.

If my heart was a car - it would be the Bugatti Veyron 16.4 Super Sport, travelling at 267 mph.

If my heart was a display of fireworks - it would be the Olympic 2008 opening ceremonies in Beijing.

If my heart was a language - it would DEFINITELY be the poetic, formal Tamil.

If my heart was a fruit - it would be Gariguette' and 'Mara des Bois' strawberries. 

If my heart was a diamond - it would be the Kohinoor from Golconda, Andhra Pradesh.

If my heart was a bird - it would be the Golden Pheasant (Chrysolophus pictus).

If my heart was a spice - it would be the cinnamon.

If my heart was a mountain - it would be the Vinson Massif in Antarctica, with a record temperature of −128.6 °F. (FYI - He brings snow into my heart)

If my heart was a poem - it would be "I carry your heart with me" by E. E. Cummings.

Want to go have a cat nap. He brings Antarctica's snow into my hot-as-El Azizia room.

What song for today ? For happy, happy today. 

Yenaachey, Yenaachey from Vaamsam.

He keeps tabs on me. Nice. He watches over. Beautiful. He dotes and devotes. Meaningful. I am on seventh heaven. I am speaking the language of love. Pardon me, if they are grammatically incorrect. 
8 appel entrants. 10 les appels manqués. 4 messages. depuis le 3 mars 2011. 
il m'a tenu éveillé sur le 4 mars avec ses appels. il a été belle...................

The song that I listened somewhere, some time back, and popped up, today, at the very thought of him. Superb, tickling lyrics. 

For him. Only him. 

Sada Sada from Kaavalan.

"i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)..........." the last line in the famous "i carry your heart with me" by E.E. Cummings

For being there for me - when I needed you most. For making me happy. For making me laugh. For keeping me smiling. For listening to me. For saying sweet nothings. For those beautiful, unending conversations. For caring. For holding me dear. For the attention you shower. For the beaming smile you give. For being genuinely you. For bringing snow to my blazing, scorching climate. Ya, snow. You have been bringing that to me, so often, now. You ARE the Antartica, in my Lut Desert. 

When distance is a barrier, speech is reluctant and only words are transcribed - this came in as the sweetest of sweet. 

"Don't worry, I will be there, when you go to sleep......." at 6.56pm on this big-league day.

This song reminds me of you. All of you. If I was a lyricist, this is exactly, what I would have written about you - but, in Tamil, masculine gender.

I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart. Really do. I know. God knows........

Taakuudhe Kann Thakuudhe from Baana Kaathadi

Day 1
He takes the holy ash from my palms. Even his finger nails do not brush me. I am startled. Taken aback. How purely sweet. How genuinely beautiful. He scores 10 for Day 1.
Day 2
A state holiday comes next. Jams are just waiting to start. In fact, they have started in some places. Public transportation is going to be a mess. It may take hours to reach home. A female colleague from hometown drove her two wheeler, this morning. She asks me to follow. I am unsure. But the invitation is a good way for me to not get caught in the holiday hustle. He calls. I ask him for an extra headgear. He asks, why. I explain. He responds immediately and persuasively, not to. He says it will be dangerous. He advises. He urges. And convinces. I tell him I won't. He can take my word. He actually called to send me lunch. Vegetarian. Sweet. He scores another 10 for Day 2.
Day 3
The Pandi Bazaar roads are brimming with autos, cars, bicycles, buses and every mode of transportation you can imagine. Mum is walking beside me. The sound of horns are abundant. Chennai is always like that. He calls. He talks. He goes into silent mode. Then, as sweet and slow, as the cool sea breeze, he wishes me. He was building up courage, I guess. Siberian cold weather embraces my blazing hot Chennai. Nice. Again sweet. Sweeter than all those toothsome stuff in Krisha Sweets and Adyar Ananda Bhawan's. It was Valentine's. And, he scored a big 10 - again.
Moral of story
He is making grades. Gradually. Hahaha. Sounds like some school report.
Song for the Score
Taakuudhe Kann Thakuudhe from Baana Kaathadi. Lyrics are 100% apt, and a big 100 total score for all three days. You need to listen to every line. Patiently. How germane it is for my situation......

Malaiyooru Naatamai from Mambattiyan (2011)

Love is like a war:Easy to begin Hard to end! 
I cracked open a love cookie at Horoscope.Com, and that is what it said. Oh, ya. What news. I mean, what information. I have loads of work to do. But am feeling all restless and edgy. Nothing to blame this mood swing on. We all have those days, do not we? When, all you want to do is, go to the quieter part of the beach, lie on a large towel spread on the silky soft sand with the cool continuous breeze sweeping on you, gaze at the blue skies and the cotton clouds, and listen to the waves symphony you to slumber land. Hmm. Sounds lovely. Wish I could get up and drag myself there, right now. Wishful thinking. Work. Lots of them. All pending and delayed.
I want something happy for today. Something cheerful and joyous. My mind is playing arpeggios. Thinking. What? What? What? First choice, would of course, be Othasollala from Aadukalam. But, that has been done. What next? Happy. Ya. I know. A very new song. Heard it on Tamilwire, first. From the upcoming Malaiyoor Mambatiyan 2011. Playful lyrics to a rather fetching melody. Happy music. Foot tapping music. 
Love is NEVER like a war. Whoever said that must be a lunatic. Love is peace, truce, compromise, agreement, calm, concord and stability. It is a beautiful beginning and one without an end. Infinity. Ubiquity. If you have been in love, you would know. Love teaches us to be optimist, and never the other way around. I am - optimistic, and looking forward to a bed of roses with the Almighty's blessings - all while, being love. You do too. Leave the skeptic in his primeval space. 

Thirudiya Idhayathai Tirupikodu from Paarvai Ondre Podhume

Sticks and stones are hard on bones
Aimed with angry art,
Words can sting like anything
But silence breaks the heart.
~Phyllis McGinley, "Ballade of Lost Objects," 1954~
Ya. Silence breaks the heart. Doesn't it? I am appeasing myself with Othasollala song from Aadukalam. It makes me happy. I tap my feet to the catchy rhythm. My ear plugs are on full blast. It keeps my thoughts on the video clip of the movie, and the level of immense happiness Dhanush @ K.P.Karuppu was in. Cool. Saturday here. And, in Chennai. I miss her. Tremendously. She is just bustling and lively. The metropolitan city that never sleeps. And, miss too, the rest of Tamil Nadu, and the country where my soul STILL and ACTUALLY resides. I have chores to do. And, here I am, in front of my faithful notebook, listening to songs and updating my blog. I wish a million things. 
This is such a melancholic song. Not really for a zealot like me. But, something about it caught my attention. No. Definitely not the video. The simple melody, I guess. Hum worthy. Is that a new word? I meant to say, it is worth the hum. Haha. Sad though, that both the hero and the heroine are no more. May they rest in peace.
Remember. Hum worthy. When you have finished listening to the entire song, give it a hum. You will nice. I did. And, I am.
Life goes on. Conversations, silence, feelings and rationalization. Whatever. Have a super Saturday. I am looking forward to one. God bless.

Ayayo Nenju Alaiyuthadi from Aadukalam.

It is official. My Valentine's Day 2011 - was legitimately celebrated on 21st February 2011, a beautiful Monday evening. What transpired on 14th February 2011, was a verbal inauguration. Guess, I wrote about it, in my last post.
I do not have words to describe how beautiful the day turned out to be. It, was, just heavenly. And sweet, and stirring. The song that sweeps my mind, right now, at the very thought, of those staggering moments, is, this sentimental and sappy number. The lyrics are a perfect manifestation my heart........
To Mogan - again, this one, if for you. Happy Valentine's Day.

Pesakudathu from Adutha Varisu

I am back. On Malaysian soil. And, yes, I AM missing India.
I am listening to this beautiful number by SPB and P.Susheela. Picked it up during a concert by the legendary SPB himself on Valentine's eve, in Chennai. The female part was sung by someone else. This song is mischievous and playful.
Coming back to V-Day. I am smiling. 11.13am, Indian time. 1.43pm Malaysian. My mobile rings "Kannil Anbai" song from Eesan. My heart skips a beat. I am hoping but unsure. I read my caller ID. My heart skips a few more beats. I am beaming in delight. Cupid strikes me in Chennai. How sweet. How winsome. As I answer the phone, this is what transpires, (mostly in Tamil......)
Me : Hello
He : Vanakam. (The Tamil equivalent to Hello in English)
Me : Vanakam. (Chiming him, in Tamil) So, how are you ? 
He : I am fine. You ?
Me : Fine.
He : Tried calling you the other day but could not get through.
Me : Ya. My brother complained of the same issue too.
There is pin drop silence. He is quiet for a few seconds. I am dumbfounded. Then,......
He : Happy Valentine's Day.
Me : (laughing) Thanks.... (again, pin drop silence from my side). Same to you.
And, quickly, we change topic. To Chennai, and work, and Malaysia, and my return dates. We hang up about 5 minutes later.
He calls in the afternoon, again. 4.38pm Indian. We exchange formal conversations. Beautiful. Right then, I disconnected the call with a smile in my heart. Now, recollecting that moment, I am smiling to the lyrics of this song.
Not posting the video for this song. It was done in bad taste. Not my cuppa.

R & R - 30th January 2011 to 20th February 2011 - Yaarathu Yaarathu from Koodal Nagar

Yup... Time for some R& R. Rest and Recuperation. Don't we all need them. Somnolence is a necessity. I am off to India. Again ? Ya. Again. I am just enamoured by her. She swept me off my feet. Still does. This time round, it is more of a non-devotional trip. We are visiting museums, palaces, gardens, hill resorts, historical sites and art galleries. Even an overnight stay on the famous Cochin Boathouse.....
I am listening to this song right now. Grasping lyrics. And a noteworthy rhythm. 
If you are reading this post, leave me a line. It would be nice to know that someone actually dropped by, while I was away..... Take care & God bless....

Neethana Neethana from Sarvam

I swear. He has eyes that drown me in delight. And the most promising smile you can ever imagine. On the 24th, he sat across me, but chose to talk to me over the mobile. Very charming. A total knock out. Yours truly is still reeling from it.
He swept me off my feet, again, on the 26th. He has been doing it quiet often, that I am practically walking on air, on most days, now.
Again, it was a notable Saturday morning. Waking up to his voice is enduring. He has an immense sense of humour - at such an early hour.
This time, tomorrow, I will be in the land where my soul resides. India. Vacation begins approximately in another 20 hours or so. I am all accelerated. Despite the numerous trips.
The song I want to post today.  Hmmm. The one that comes to mind in a jiffy is, Neethana from Sarvam. Catchy and nice. Yuvan rocks, as always.

Sonnalum Ketpathillai from Kathal Virus

Some songs can make you beam. This song is doing the exact to me, today. Love makes you radiate. And animates you.
Femininity makes me conceal my feelings. If I actually want to say 100, I end up saying 50. I prefer to lie low and not give away on a lot of my feelings. Docile. There is so much of sentiments stashed away in corners of my heart. If you listen carefully to this song, you will connect to what I am trying to blurt about.
He has a beautiful smile. Eyes that strike you right at the centre of your heart. And, a voice that would melt both Poles. Really. I am not exaggerating. He makes me laugh. Wholeheartedly. He makes me smile. Silently. I thank God, for bringing us together. For this immense happiness that has enveloped my life.
This song is especially for him.
There are times when silence has the loudest voice. ~Leroy Brownlow~

I hope he knows...... 

Mazhai Varum from Veppam

I adore this song. Heaps. It is my caller ring tone. They have, both, male and female version. My favourite, is of course, the latter. Rain. Something that I am so attached to. Of lately. Rain. We hit off, on one. September 29th 2010. Recap - my post that particular day. We have come a long way since that significant day. So, it is not surprising, that this song is also a must listen for me, on an everyday basis. Love the lyrics. Every single line..... So apt. So, so apt.....
If you are by any chance, on the same boat as me, you will understand, how beautiful and meaningful this song is. Love is enduring, but surviving. God bless us. He knows the depth of my heart, and He shall lead my way...... 
Cheers!!!!
p/s :- India is barely a week away. Woohooooooooooooo :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Antha Sivagami from Pattanathil Bootham

22nd January 2011. 7:09am. A short message service sings its way through my room. Wake Up SMS ?? Nice. Swell.
சொல்ல வந்த வார்த்தை சொன்ன வார்த்தை சொல்லப்போகும்
வார்த்தை யாவும் நெஞ்சில் இனிக்கும்
என்ன என்ன கேட்டு என்ன சொன்ன என்ன ஆனேன்
இந்த மயக்கம் எங்கோ இழுக்குதே

Again. That mushy, saccharine sweet, blatant wee hour voice wishing me good morning. Post SMS. Is this what they call walking on air? I am. All while, laying awake in bed, mobile perched on my ears. Nectarous. Toothsome, or rather, earsome. Merci Beacoup. That's thank you very much, in French - the language of love.
Again, for him. Pay heed to the lyrics.

Kunguma Poove, Konjum Puravey from Maragatham

Lunch - was approximately 44 minutes of verbal bliss. The other day, it was IR. Today, it was Chandrababu. The legendary Chandrababu. I was in a state of amazement. Still am. To know that someone from the present generation knows and adores Chandrababu, is astounding. So few do. I am one of them. So is he. How flattering.
He continues to make me laugh, and giggle. I am steadily carrying a smile in my heart. The feeling is enormous.
"Forgive me, Oh, Shiva, My three great sins!
I came on a pilgrimage to Kashi forgetting that, you are omnipresent.
In thinking about you I forgot that, You are beyond thought.
In praying to You I forgot that, You are beyond words." ~Adi Shankara~

He is fascinated by the Shivan Temple in Airport Road, Bangalore. So am I. Again, how charming. 

Shivan Temple, Old Airport Road, Bangalore

Hope is that thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words and never stops... at all. ~Emily Dickinson~

He teaches me to hope. He teaches me to have faith. I am an optimist. A stargazer. I believe that all good things will eventually come.

Next Sunday, I will be flying off to the country where my soul resides. My heart is leaping in joy and counting moments. 

Today, song of the day is of course by Chandrababu. Kunguma Poove, Konjum Puravey from Maragatham. For him.

Vizhiyil Vizhunthu from Alaigai Oivathillai

This is one confounding number. Stirring lyrics. Again IR. The legendary IR. His voice is sui generis. One of a kind. Matchless.
If you have been struck by love, you will relate well this song. The lyrics uplift you, in a very charming but languishing way. A wonder of a song, and no one can piece songs like these, except IR.
Feel this song.

Agaya Vennilave from Arangetra Velai

IR. We talked about him today. It popped up during our 31 minute 18 second mobile conversation. I like IR. His music is magical. Still is. Yuvan is equally promising. Coming back to IR, today's song post is sentimentally traditional. It is dainty and soft, and is beautiful listened, on a full moon, like today.

My vacation starts next weekend. I am counting chickens. Looking forward to unwind.

Have a nice day. I did. A very nice and momentous one. Note-perfect. I thank God for everything He bestows upon me.

Putham Puthu From Vedham Pudhithu

Been ages since I listened to this beautiful number. Was searching for something on YouTube when I encountered this. A great watch. And the ever gorgeous Amala.
This song is for the optimistic. It yearns and pines, and believes that the best is yet to come, and will eventually. A very happy rhythm to equally ambitious lyrics. After all, love is about faith, hope and believing.
Weave in faith and God will find the thread.
A little faith will bring your soul to heaven, but a lot of faith will bring heaven to your soul. 

My faith is soaring high. Thanks to the Almighty.

Vaa Endrathu Uravum from Kathiruntha Kangal

For starters, I am hooked and zealous over that Otha Sollala song from Aadukalam. All, despite infinite numbers of replay. I cannot get enough of this song. I am still in a state of amazement. A 'kuthu' song and me? If you had asked me before, I would have summed it up in one word. Conflicting. As opposite as black and white, as fire and water, as light and darkness. As opposite as the poles. Contre-coeur. Now, after Aadukalam, all that is history. I am an avid fan of this song. This 'kuthu' song. And, I know that, this particular song, is going to be a huge hit this year. And, it is surely going to intoxicate a whole lot of people. 
This is an old love song. It is pleasant to the ears. Anticipation - beautifully penned into a song. When something is missing in your life, it usually turns out to be someone.... Right ??
Have a great day.

Thiki Thiki from Nagaram

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”

This is what Paulo Coelho said. How true.... Waiting is painful. No doubt about that. Forgetting is arduous. Both are distressing and unpleasant. But, not knowing what to do, is definitely, and ultimately the most mentally agonizing and exhausting. 

Tomorrow is Ponggal. So, I am keeping my fingers crossed. Let me be an optimist. Ponggal is associated with remuneration and surplus. 

I love this song. Yet to watch the movie. But, love this song.... Enjoy, this Ponggal. 

http://www.raaga.com/play/?id=242037

Otha Solalla from Aadukalam. Top Notch.

The robbed that smiles, steals something from the thief.  
~William Shakespeare,Othello~
He robbed me of my heart. I am smiling. I stole something from him, too. His....
Mogan. My entire world echoes his name..... 

This morning, I woke up to his voice. The husky, deep but nectarous, crack of the dawn voice. How exhilarating. 13 minutes and 46 seconds on the mobile is parallel to a trip to paradise. I am agile, but intoxicated. And, that weird, jubilant feeling is very much around. 

I am walking on air. I am vivacious and all zippy. In the same degree of this song. I swear, I would never have been able to associate myself to this song, on any other day. But, today, has been a far cry from the rest. This song has been on replay mode, and extended in time. Me ? Such a song ? No chance. At least, that is what I have always thought. The combination of Velmurugan's singing and GV Prakash's music arrangement, for Dhanush's much awaited Aadukalam, just proved me wrong. So wrong. I love this song.

I am shamelessly crazy about this song. Listening to it for the 28th time, now. This song swept me off my feet, just like Mogan. It reminds me of him, and tells what all I want to tell the world, when I get all euphoric and delirious - thanks to him. 

Have a dreamy upbeat day. I am having one, and look forward to lots more like these. Cheers and God bless.

Idho Idho En Pallavi from Sigaram

கேட்காத ஓசைகள், இதழ் தாண்டாத வார்த்தைகள், இமை ஆடாத பார்வைகள்,
இவை நான் கொண்ட மாற்றங்கள்!
சொல் என்னும் ஓர் நெஞ்சம்! இனி நில் என ஓர் நெஞ்சம்! எதிர்பார்க்காமல் என் வாழ்வில், ஒரு போர்க்காலம் ஆரம்பம்!
இருதயமே துடிக்கிறதா? துடிப்பது போல் நடிக்கிறதா?
உரைத்திடவா? மறைத்திடவா? ரகசியமாய் தவித்திடவா?
ஒரு ஆண் ணின் நினைவென்ன செய்யும்?
எனை கத்தி இல்லாமல் கொய்யும்!
இதில் மீள வழி உள்ளதே,
இருப்பினும், உள்ளம் விரும்பாது........!
Lines from a Vizhigalin Aruginil song in the movie Azhagiya Theeye. I have posted that many months back. Such a promising song. Above lyrics say it all. That's why I am always advocating Tamil language. It is only when you read, write and speak this beautiful lingua franca, that you can express feelings in ways you never dreamed of. Tamil is celestial. And, I am a proud native speaker. 
Mum has arranged for some prayers in the temple, so I am signing off now. For the Tamil month of Margazhi. God is the sustenance on which our life is built. Believe in Him. He will take care of everything........ 

Engengey Nee Sendra Bothum from Ninaika Terindha Maname.

Watched Eesan during the weekend, and cannot stop but eulogize and salute Sasikumar and Samudrakani for their bold and unabashed storyline. However, it is rather disheartening to read that this movie did not fascinate the Indian audience.  How daunting. But, there are, many out there, who have appreciated their effort and servitude. I am one. 

The first half of the movie touches on the pros and cons of politics. Affairs of the state. The lives of politicians and their family, the extents they go to, the power they so almost abuse, and the night life of the rich in Chennai - something rarely exposed in Tamil movies. The unmasking was very actual. It is the thrill of where the movie is actually heading to, that makes you inquisitive. And, you will have to wait for a quick but never dragging, one hour and forty minutes or so, before, the real story begins. That style itself needs an applaud. 

Second half of the story is regale. And, not to mention tear jerking and at times, antagonizing. But, in the end, you will be pleased as punch. Eesan is a good, appeasing Tamil movie of recent times. Do watch, especially if you are an avant-garde. 

Special mention to Sasikumar, Samudrakani, Vaibhav Reddy and the gorgeous Abinaya. And, James Vasantham, for the beautiful Kannil Anbil song. 


Listen to this one. It is Engengey Nee Sendra Bothum from Ninaika Terindha Maname. Lyrics are just mindblowing. Nostalgic for a romantic at heart like me. It has been playing for a while on my head now. Head not I-Pod, mind you. Life is beautiful when you make them so. So, go out, and make the best of each day. Live life for the moment. God is with us. Everyone of us. With you. With me. With Tom, Harry, Sally. With Tamilarasan, Harikumar and Sarathi. Cheers !!!!!

Paartha Muthal Naale from Vetailyadu Vilaiyadu

.......காட்டி கொடுக்கிறதே கண்ணே காட்டி கொடுக்கிறதே
காதல் வழிகிறதே கண்ணில் காதல் வழிகிறதே......
The weather is brilliant. A warm, radiant sun. Buoyantly breezy. And, above all that, today is a Saturday. The first of two days of repose. I started the day with a bang. A happy bang. In fact, the year started that way too. With a happy bang.   I am looking forward to an optimistic year ahead. And, my prayers, is that everyone has the same. 
January 1st 2011 to January 8th 2011 has been just, heavenly. That silly but shining smirk is still very much annexed on my face. Thank Him and him, for that. 
He makes me schmaltzy. All mushy and feminine. He amuses me. When, he is around, he makes me laugh. When he isn't, he makes me smile. I am rearing butterflies in my stomach. My heart does somersaults every now and then. My knees seem weak and knotted. I am radiating, 20 times more than sea level. On the whole, I feel like an Olive Oly gushing over her Popeye. 
This song used to be something that I listened to, 24-7, when its audio was first released. Spine tingling lyrics, and good music, in one. It is timely that I listen to it now. 
Special mention for the lines below. 
காலை எழுந்ததும் என் கண்கள் முதலில் தேடி பிடிப்பது உந்தன் முகமே
தூக்கம் வருகையில் கண் பார்க்கும் கண் பார்க்கும் கடைசி காட்சிக்குள் நிற்பது உன் முகமே...... Wowwwwww.....
என் பதாகை தங்கிய உன் முகம் உன் முகம் என்றும் மறையதே... Double Woww.....

உன் விழியில் வழியும் பிரியங்களை, பாத்தேன் கடந்தேன் பகல் இரவை... Superbly Wowww.......

Revel in this song. It will be an evergreen, despite the years that come.

Engey Enthan Idhayam from Kanden. HNY 2011 !!

Happy New Year everyone... May the year ahead and the ones that will follow suit, bring us all happiness, joy, good health, prosperity and the best things in life.....

2010 was good. I pray 2011, will be better. Not just for me, but for everyone.

I am starting my first post in 2011, with a picture of my Lord Thirupathi. For Him - a lamp lit, with hope, a rose blooming, with faith, and sweets, with love. This was on the very aspicious and equally memorable Vaikunda Ekaathasi day. December 17th 2010. A Friday. That day, also scores, a 10/10, for me. Thanks to Him. For everything He has given me.

I believe in the sun even if it isn't shining. I believe in love even when I am alone. I believe in God even when He is silent. ~Author Unknown~

Certain thoughts are prayers. There are moments when, whatever be the attitude of the body, the soul is on its knees. 

~Victor Hugo~

God loves each of us as if there were only one of us. He does. 

I was browsing through some new songs online, when I heard the one I am posting today. It is such a peppy number, that you will get hooked on it, right away. Nice. This song put a big smile on my face. Still is. I am listening to it, at this very moment. A walk along the beach, with this song blaring in the background, would be  an ultimatum. 

To God - thanks, thanks, and thanks. (ps : thanks for that special moment at 07:19pm, minutes ago)

To my family - thanks. To my unwavering friends - thanks.

To Mogan - thanks, a million.

This song goes for all that are close to my heart.

Vaa Ponmayile from Poonthalir

~ I have looked into your eyes with my eyes. I have put my heart near your heart. ~ Pope John XXIII

What more do I need to say ?? Our eyes speak a thousand words. And, our hearts echo them, in millions. 

The lyrics of this song are just becoming of me. So, comme il faut, in my present situation. I do not intend to write more. Do not want to spill the beans. Let this just, be incognito. 

Cheers !!

Angum Ingum from Avargal

What-ta song... That is exactly what I thought when I heard it this morning. SPB-Ji just tugs and toils your heart, in this one. And, intense lyrics - that just blow your mind away. Call me an ancient radio that keeps replaying oldies, I care, not. But I am adamant. Only Tamil language is able to convey feelings in such detail. The read in between the lines are so downright romantic. If you have come to this page, I hope you will enjoy this song as much as I did. It is such a gem.

Kannil Anbai Vaithaley from Eesan

It has been more than 10 days since my last post. I wanted to, some time back last week - especially with those lovey dovey things that happening in my life. Sadly, been a little tired and worn out than ever. Thanks to the festive season and my year end laziness. I just realized that it is so much easier to blame it on everything else but ourselves. Minus the hassle of trying to sort things out. I just did that. Forgive me, but why worry, this is the time to be jolly, and usher in a new year. A new resolution. A new beginning.

I promise, to write this weekend. Lots. Lots. I need to shout to the world about all my beautiful nothings. The stolen smiles, the gazes, the read in between the lines, the IR-KJY orchestra combo that keeps playing background music during those precious moments.

In fact, I am playing with the idea of a new blog, come 2011. Musings of yours truly. But, keeping up one blog is tiring enough. Imagine trying to juggle another.

I love this song. I think James Vasanthan did a wonderful job, keeping it simple but memorable. And such, heartwarming lyrics. Love does need to be elaborate and grand. Plain but pure, is more of what it actually is.

Not to late to say this - but Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year everyone. May God bless us all.

Naan Mahan Alla - Phone Conversations & Iragai Pole

"Conversation should be pleasant without scurrility, witty without affectation, free without indecency, learned without conceitedness, novel without falsehood” - William Shakespeare -


I share that with you. Short, beautiful, happy, joyous conversations. Never mind that they do not last long. They leave a mark, deep and extending, and fathomless. There replay on mind, when there is too much of time on my hand. Novel without falsehood. I like that the most, because, that is exactly what they are. Our conversations. We are ourselves. What more can I ask for. I still remember November 16th 2010. It is etched deep in my heart. There were nine altogether. Nine sweet conversations. In a day. Just reminiscing over it today, makes me ecstatic. Like I am flying on cloud nine. What is this feeling ? I have suddenly become intrigued by everything around me. 
From 2:06, this video clip is a like my favourite song. I want to listen to it again and again. Apuraam, meaning "what then?" in Tamil, has become a landmark in our conversations. We have said that word so many times, and laughed over it. 
I am posting the video first, and the song second. Enjoy both, as I did. 

Santhana Thenralai (Enna Solla Pogiraai ?) from Kandukonden Kandukonden

சந்தனத் தென்றலை ஜன்னல்கள் தண்டித்தல் நியாயமா
காதலின் கேள்விக்கு கண்களின் பதில் என்ன 
மௌளனமா மௌளனமா
அன்பே எந்தன் காதல் சொல்ல நொடி ஒன்று போதுமே
அதை நானும் மெய்ப்பிக்கத்தானே புது ஆயுள் வேண்டுமே
இல்லை இல்லை சொல்ல ஒரு கணம் போதும்
இல்லை என்ற சொல்லைத் தாங்குவதென்றால்
இன்னும் இன்னும் எனக்கோர் ஜென்மம் வேண்டும்
என்ன சொல்லப் போகிறாய்...என்ன சொல்லப் போகிறாய்

I am smiling. Once again. This song is mind blowing. And, the movie, should be applauded, as well. A good watch, on a rainy day, with a cup of filter coffee and some piping hot potato bajji. I miss India. And, Chennai. On most days, it feels like I have left my soul there. And, I am counting seconds and minutes like some smitten school girl who longs for school to reopen so that she gets to see her knight in shining armour, or rather, a fellow school boy in his uniform. India, is, about another 50 days away. Right now, that 50 days seems like 50 years ahead. 
என்ன சொல்லப் போகிறாய் ?? I am waiting. With fingers crossed. 
When love is not madness, it is not love.  ~Pedro Calderon de la Barca
Barca could not have said it better. 
Cheers and love, to a wonderful, promising week. 

Maranthirunthu Paarkkum from Thilana Moganambal

Hush Hush. Silence. Stillness. That is, what's in between us, right now.
But, I still catch a glimpse of him. Cautiously. And, covertly. It is a beautiful feeling. The lyrics of this song, explain, just that.
Marcus Tullius Cicero said that, "Silence is one of the great arts of conversation". I agree. Silence is actually beautiful. Memories of conversations fill your heart, joyously, when silence visits. The anticipation of the next conversation, in this moment of silence, itself, is blissful.

p/s - Warmest Birthday Wishes to my Superstar - Rajini Sir. Despite the big 6, you still rock us all. God bless.

Oliyile Therivathu Thevathaiyaa from Azhagi

“All human wisdom is summed up in two words - wait and hope” Alexandre Dumas Pere
Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart. Read this somewhere. 
Both are on hope. The first one rings a bell. Wait, wait, wait, but hope, hope and hope. They should have added pray, in between. It would have been more optimistic. More devout. More promising. I have total confidence in prayers. They do wonders. They have always worked for me. Still do, and believe, will always. 
I am choosing this song for today. Was fascinated by a few lines, and the I say, is history. Such a sentimental, melancholy number. 
This song touches on patience, too. And,the metamorphosis of the heart. And, patience - waiting and hoping that all will end well. Yours truly, is, too. Waiting, hoping and praying.

Nilave Ennidam Nerangaathey from Ramu

This is such an awesome number. Beautifully and magically sung by the great PB Srinivas for the film Ramu. Heart rending lyrics by the one and only Kaviarasu Kannadasan with music by genius, MS Viswanathan. This was a movie by AVM Productions, released in 1967.

Present day. 43 years, later. This song still mesmerizes everyone who listens to it. Old songs will always be gems. This will surely appeal and enthrall people from all walks of life. Sad though, that the video song ends abruptly. A wonder of a song.........

Yaar Intha Pennthan from Boss Engira Baskaran

Watched this movie about a month ago. Jeeva made a cameo appearance, so how can I not mention the movie. A love comedy. Something like Siva Manasula Sakthi, although not as good, in my perception. But, this particular song rocks. It is a surprise that it did not become a huge hit.
How can you not like lyrics like this.....

நான்  கொஞ்சம்  பார்த்தாள்  எங்கேயோ  பார்ப்பாள் 

பார்க்காத   நேரம்  என்னை  பார்ப்பாள் 

என்னை  பார்த்து  சிரிப்பாள்  நான்  பார்த்தாள்  மறைப்பாள் 

மெய்யாக  பொய்யாக  தான்  நடிப்பாள் 

பெண்  நெஞ்சம்  புதிர்  அதை  போல  எப்போதும் 

யாரும்  யாரும்  அறிந்ததே  இல்லை 

ஆண்  நெஞ்சின்  துடிப்பும்  அன்றாட  தவிப்பும் 

பெண்கள்  மதிப்பதே  இல்லை 

மனம்  நொந்த  பிறகே  முதல்  வார்த்தை  சொல்வாள் 

மழை  நின்ற  பிறகே  குடை  தந்து  செல்வாள் 

என்னை  ஏதோ  செய்தாள் 

This song and lyrics are peachy. So very relevant to my situation. Love makes me smile all day long, and I hope it does the same you too.

My vacation to India starts somewhere in late January 2011, and I am all so excited. India is where my soul is. Despite the numerous visits, I cannot seem to get enough of her. She is the most beautiful place in the world. With the warmest of people and the most beautiful of temples. Counting days, and keeping fingers crossed.

Thuli Thirindha Pen Ondru from Kathirunthu Kangal

Have you ever been at a lost for words despite having lots to say ? Have you ever become all clammed up and tongue tied although your heart wants to talk at the speed of the bullet train ? It is such an intoxicating feeling.

William Shakespeare quoted this, "When I saw you, I fell in love, and you smiled, because you knew...."
How true. How thrilling.

Love songs can make you walk on air. This song is making me do exactly that. It is an old but beautiful number that will never cease to sooth you. If you pay precise attention to its lyrics, you will understand exactly how love, even in silence, is the greatest of feelings.

Kanna Unnai Tedugiren Vaa from Unnakaaga Valgiren

The turn of events have been simply amazing. Flourishing, by the day. At times, I swear, I am walking on air. I have knots in my stomach. My mind goes haywire. And, I smile, for no apparent reason. And, and, did I mention about my state of constantly reminiscing. 
Love is beautiful. So beautiful that everything around will too, when you are caught in it. Our conversations are short but with huge momentum. Sweetly significant. Constantly chiming. I have the rain, to thank. For everything. 
My heart rate is in super duper fast tachycardia mode. Tachycardia means over 100 beats per minute. So, imagine super duper. And, the halo above my head, is shining far brighter than gold. 
This song is seemly for the state I am in. Desperately seeking. A glimpse. A peek. A glance. An eyeful. And, when I do, it is mission accomplished. That silly smile lasts on my face, throughout the day. 

Kanna Karumai Nira Kanna from Naanum Oru Penn

It is drizzling outside, and I can already smell the freshness of earth. Nature is so beautiful. If only we appreciated it more often. The drizzle has since turned into a heavy pour, and I can hear its rhythmic pats on my roof. Nice. I am smiling.

Relationships are an asset, if you know how to take good care of them. They are, long term investments. But, the trail towards achieving a good one is not easy. Lots of compassion is needed. And, a bit of everything else. It's a potpourri.

My stereo is playing Pookal Pookum from Madrasapattinam. Ya. Yet again. I cannot seem to get enough of this song. It is so lovely. So pure. So soothing. And, the song was fitted well in the movie.

It is raining cats and dogs now. Heard over Makkal News that is is raining the same in India. Tamil Nadu, to be precise. It rained while I was in Chidambaram. Heavy, heavy rain. And, I miss India. Miss her so much, if I had wings, I would have flown there, right away. Forget the rain. I would move mountains and wade through oceans to be on my beloved Indian grounds. Approximately two months away, and my heart is leaping to go right now. Already.

Old songs are evergreen. This one is still soothing, despite the years. I thank my Appa for teaching me to appreciate old Tamil songs. They are gems. This one is, too. Listen.